I'm so scared and so insecure.

Life has really slapped my face with a fuckwave of what's going on.

I need to. I need to. I need to. You keep telling yourself that and not doing it, you're going to end up fucking up your life by never following through.

日本の人々を祝福

Someone has crossed a line you drew awhile ago, Aquarius. It wasn't a threatening sort of situation, but it was an emotional barrier that you erected to protect yourself. Most likely, it dealt with a significant other or a potential romantic partner. This person may have made you feel things you didn't expect to feel. The possibilities you have begun to see may cause you to erase that line. Yet you may still be fearful. Don't allow insecurities from liaisons you had in the past creep into the present and the future. There is no connection. Start fresh.

For those of you who haven't caught Black Swan yet...


You are gay.

WATCH IT. Your ass and thighs will get a good work out from squeezing yourself during the scenes boiling with suspense and sex. If I hadn't watched this with 3 other girls (and a good 1.5 pillows or so, each) I would've very much liked to watch this on a nice couch with a nice young man. :)



I got through the Oscars long enough to see Christian Bale win for Best Supporting Actor in The Fighter (again... you, your grand mother and your Formspring account are ALL gay if you missed this) and hear his lovely speech spoken with true grace and sexy humility like the Brit that he is.

Anyway, most may be unaware (but totally should be) that Miss Portman is vegan. Pretty obvious from the trailers and her previous cinematic roles that she is a chick with a small frame. But on top of being a gorgeous, she had to lose so much weight for the prima donna position as lead ballerina in Black Swan.

She's the physical inspiration for staying slender, but a big part of why people change their lives (for the better, in many eyes) is all explained in Earthlings.

If you're prepared to be educated, made aware, informed, enlightened, fucking grossed out, watch this! (I didn't, not the entire shitstorm, but I quit after 10 minutes because I'm not fucking telling you)



Cute animals appreciate virtuous, non-self righteous activism. :D That's why videos like the Chinese woman killing kittens with her high heels are around.

I promise I will treat you with nothing but kindness and respect, pretty much I wont be a jerky douche bag. Either way I respect your seriousness with your studies, and the fact you're shy and unexperienced with dealing with guys. I would just like to spend some time with you, even if its not long, we don't have to drink or party. We could just interact, grab a meal or a smoothie or anything. You know, see that pretty smile first hand, haha.

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Giant hug you say, funny thing about that is I have this medical disorder that makes me hug with my mouth.